jiWa kaCau

SaLAm peMbuka BicaRa....
hhehe...akhirnya, tinggal paper terakhir aku sok..yes2....pasnie leh rehat puas2, xyh nk Pkir2 pSl stdy lg...tuk beberapa bulan jer pun....huhuhuh
jiwa kacau...yup2...sgt2 menjadi kacau lately nie...aduuyaaiii....aku semakin terlupe tuk doa mIntak ketengAn hati..since slalu doa bia lulus pekse jer..huhuh...tue yg setan kt hati nie makin menari2...
ape yg kaCaunye erk....ermmmm......kcau dgn pergolakan biasa r..hal2 'bengong' yg x x serik2 lg aku nk pkir,,,,cm lagu engido+ kru tue ~~ seperti yg kujangka terjadi..tewas sekali lagi ~~
huuhuh...smpai bilakah sume nie nk d teruskan...aduhh....wake up girls....wake up gilrs....waking up, walking foward...not backwards....sOmeboDy heLp mE.....i reAlly neeD heLp....a Hand HeLp....a HeaRt HeLp....since mY heLpeR is LyiNg n beComiNg gOne...............

cHin Chau

mode hari nie msh tuk hati yg bCelaru ..kui ..kui kui....adeehhh....symptom lamer dtg balik kott....awatnye dr mlm td aku bleh duk terbyg2 ' someone ' tue...giler ker hape....kepada diri sndri...sedar2 la cepat....dunt repeat ur Old mistake....dun diStuRb oThers property.....fInd ur own la....aduiii...nape la aku da pergai cmnie....tang org laen punye jgk la yg nK d Intai2....stop2...close ur eyes.....huhu...
x bley jd nie...aku kena duk jaOh2 dr die kottt.....kena fokus kt bnDa laen....bru hri tue kot aku mcm da kuat hati dgn tought baru aku...tp bile the superman comes in front ur house...cm gnie la jdnyer......

syuh2...syuhhh....syuhh....back to normal plessss....huh...try harder and harder

fLu-INg

alhamdulillah.....paper td ok jer kot....boleh la lpas tuk mrkh lulus...hahaha..mmg org x der wawasan btul kn....kena standby tuk sok lak....tp huhu...tba2 angin flu nie btmbh2....pale da start jem...hadoooiii...time nie plak r flu nk dtg...tggu la bulan depan ker...mmg mencabo tul...bdan duk pkir nk tdo jer nie...besa la, bile ada system yg dysfunction..system2 laen start la nk menybuk2 dysfunction gak....

huhu.....heart mode>> still dalam kawalan lg...msih brada dalam kewarasan lg...even sometimes rase nk sedey2 ckit....huhuu, truskan bertahan eak...lets pray for others happiness sincirely....just state in mind...u time will come....

OtHerS tIeS

2.37 am....

baru bangun tdo..harap dpt la stdy sikit pasni ..so, ada la ilmu ckit nk pi exam sok,,,
bgn2..bukak fb...hah!! terkejut aku..ada stroy hot rupenya....someone had made a ties,,,,
heee,,,,so, apekah perasaan saya ketika ini....sedih?? gembira?? kecewa?? marah?? x der perasaan??
huhu/..blom bleh rase ape2 skang nie.....aduiii....x mo pkir2...tp tetap nk pkir gak
akhirnya ...seperti yang aku sangka....someone will make a ties....tp cm terlalu cepat lak...aduiii.....knp aku cm nk rase kecewa nie....x mo2...kn aku da ajo hati nie bunag perasaan tue.....huhuhu....aku kena kuat...
 someone from many years..now i truely have to buang jauh2.....
be strong girl...ur time will come....ikhlaskan hati tuk biarkan die bahagia eak.......
aku harap sgt2 bnda nie x gangu mood aku dlm mggu exam nie....thanks Allah untuk petunjuk ini...mungkin die mmg bukan milikku....huuuuu....

mode >> adicted kt lagu 1st edition feat aizat.....lagu nie khas untuk someone....everywhere, everytime...u still in my heart,,,,even u belong to someone else.....

ok....got to sont my stdies

percaya pada yg Esa

hemm..tba2 jer pas hbs tgk citer mlm td...muncul satu lg tought kt mind aku....byk sgt thinking kn...tp sume yg fanticies jer...
ape yg aku rase.....aku perlu yakin yg jodoh pertemuan semua kt tangan Allah...kite kena betul2 ikhlas, pcye, sabar. uSaHa n tunGgu ....betul2 kena yakin dgn takdir dan Qadar yg Allah dah tersirat untuk kite..
ape yg wat aku tpkir sume nie pun aku x taw....yg pasti..lepas aku ada pemikiran psl nie..hati aku jd lebih tenang....
cinta akan datg tanpa di cari kalau mmg da tertulis utk kite....kalau da mmg ada jodoh, da x kmn.,..cume kena lebih byk bsbr untuk saat itu..aku mesti yakin..saat aku pasti akan tiba spt org2 lain...aku kena yakin, sabar n trus pcye....
sume nie sbb aku baru realize something...lepas member aku ckp....my feel for someone isnt the real feeling..its just a worried of some scar...is that truth???  yeahh...i guess so....my worried wass too much n that makes me blurring till i cant breath rightly...till one day...my frens keep saying, n keep asking, n keep telling me to realize all the things back then....pkir punye pkir..rase punye rase....aku pun rase btol jgk pe yg member aku ckp tue....hurmm....kn2...sume nie terlalu menkonfiuskn n menyaratkan kpla otak.....
pe kate...wat mse nie....aku nk jd blur2 jer psl sume nie...ok x....
aku nk bertukr....hehe, jd someone with the new tought....i hope everything after this went well...
yg paling penting...aku kena ikhlas nk stdy...huhuhu...sok nk pekse kott....ok, off the topic....on the note plesss....daaaa

hari yang mendung

assalamualaikum kepada sekalian makhluk yg ada di muka bumi ini..x kire di mana pun berada....
da lmer x menulis,,,x mencoret ape yg terbuku di hati ini.....di fikiran...the negetive n positif tough og my mind..heheh tapi, slalunya n kebanyakn nye sume ngtif kot....

sok nk exm, tapi mind aku blank giler...bleh plak mlm td aku njoy tgk cite korea smpai pkul 5 pg....hahaha,,,pastu bntai tdo smpai tghri..mmg syok...agknye nie la prasaan org yg x mnt blja tp kena pksa...bru aku memahami prasaan org2 yg kurg pndai kena pksa blja...adeehhhh...dun like this feeling a lottttsss....how to solve??? kena r tggu mood otak cerdas bpkir tue nk dtg eak..tapi bilakah??? tue yg bntai tgk cte korea smlm....gud solution huh....hehehe :)

smlm jgk adlh hari untuk bpkir dan tukar tought baru tuk myself.....scra rumusannye.....tought baru tuk myelf adalah....
" to be with someone....you have to be a person...not a ghost..."

hahaha....yg part ghost tue bru tmbh sat nie je....mknenya....aku kena la rjin2 x bley da nk mlas2....tp pe bnda yg aku nk rajinkn nie..aku pun idak la taw..takat ada tought jer....x der plan pun...mmg sesuai la dengan hampehnyer.....

another tought for today is...kite kena ikhlas percayakan sesuatu..."